some stuff 'bout me

I got tagged by one of my friends about a year back. And today, I suddenly got in the zone to finish this one. I had to post 25 random(I did one additional, it was difficult to stop once when started) things about myself. Like totally random. I've done this. Now if you're sport enough, please do it too and lemme know about it, too! :)

1. One of my wishes is to travel. a lot. (more on this in another post)
2. I want to be able to love and be loved unconditionally.
3. I want to, in due course of time, have two kids. preferably twins, of the same sex and identical.
4. I enjoy the journey as much as even more than the destination itself. there are times i wish the journey never ends.
5. I always take the window seat. I am afraid otherwise, that I'll miss something.
   
6. I am scared at times that I would never be able to find someone who I would be able to get along with, romantically, forever.
7. also, in the same breath, I'd like to add that, I think that our complete marriage system is flawed and that it is often the biggest mistake of a person's otherwise sane life.
8. I also fear the fact that someday, I will stop being attractive for my partner. This, maybe, is one of the reasons i run away from commitments.
9. I wish at times that I could sing. as to be able to even qualify for learning, you have to have at least the basic sense of sur, I know for sure that I would never be able to.
10. I want to host holi parties complete with gulal, water, bhang, white clothes et al a la bollywood style :)
11. I also want to be able to live in a different house every three years. and I want to do it up myself, of course.
12. I wonder at times, that why, why do we throw it all away. And what had it been like, if we had not.
13. Thoroughly, thoroughly dislike manner less kids. Their parents even more so. As I feel it's not the kids fault, it's the parents who cover up by saying " bacche hain. kya karein?" ("it's just kids. what to do?"). Rein them in. that's what.
14. I've finally found peace with the imperfections within myself. Earlier, till about a couple of years back, it was impossible to be able to accept such a thought.
15. I want to one day work for an NGO, one that actually helps, and help the poor kids we see running on the streets, in some way.
16. There are so many 'want-to's in my life that I panic at times at the thought not actually being able to do all of them.
17. My sense of humour, I feel, is a li'l whacked out. I can laugh at almost anything. What I really meant to say was that I see humour in most everything around me.
18. I love the colour red.
    
19. I wish I would be able to write more. And to finish most of my unfinished thoughts.
20. I love art. I love going to museums, to art galleries, to watch plays and dances. And I am also constantly searching for someone to drag along to these places.
    
21. I used to love sweets till 'bout a few months back. Chocolates and sweets were somethings I just couldn't resist. Not anymore. just a piece of chocolate and I'm done. I have suddenly realised what growing up feels like.
22. I used to be very scared of the dark. Of the unknown, perhaps. Not so much anymore.
23. I like planning. For birthdays, parties, surprises. Not for myself so much, but for others. I love putting people under limelight. Though get a tad uncomfortable when someone does this to me.
24. I have come to fully appreciate the futility of expectations.
    
25. Of the fictional characters, I identify the most with Scarlett o' Hara. I truly respect her courage and her will to survive.
26. I don't know, now, what happiness truly is. But, the pursuit's not over, yet.